here's what is going on this week..
i had a communications test today, made an A! I got a test back that i took last week and made a B! ..i started my facebook fast at 12 AM monday morning..
facebook fast? that sounds pretty cheesy you may say.
well, it's not! God has really been working in me lately and I found myself going to facebook any second i did not have anything else going on. i knew it was getting to be too much; i was spending way more time on that than anything else. so, i started monday morning and will go until monday the 12th at 12 am. i don't take this as punishing myself, i just want to assure myself that life DOES continue without facebook. :) it's been good so far and the Lord will bless my efforts. even with something like this!
the lord is so good.. he is so real and so PERSONAL. have you ever thought about that? like what it takes to know someone's every single thought. know the number of hairs on their head and know what they will face on a day to day basis. how much more personal can one be? i find myself wrapped up completely in him. laying on my bedroom floor, in tears, listening to worship music and praying. HONESTLY there is absolutely NOTHING better. nothing at all. he is so personable- my best friend, the lover of my soul and my father. he even cares for the lilies in the field, the sparrows even have a place before his altar.
god longs for affection. he longs for an intimate relationship, for me to long for him. for just a moment.. a moment of complete SURRENDER..
he's revealing things to me. in dreams, visions, people and his word. revealing to me the urgency of him reconciling all creation back to himself. we are his.
TAKE IT
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I read it Lindsey! I love hearing what you have to say! :D love you, Ruthie
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