Tuesday, August 25, 2009

'i love you...'

clarity is one of the best blessings in the whole world. yes, clarity itself and bible study on monday nights..i

just to bask in Jesus' presence.. brings perfect understanding, peace, love, and patience.

the presence of God is so heavy on me.. he's working and i cannot and do not want to miss one second of it.. for so long i've missed it..

missed the opportunities
missed the love
missed the companionship
missed the trust
missed His presence in me..

i realize i don't need anything but Jesus.. the things that I missed haven't not been there because they didn't exist.. i missed them because i didn't LOOK for them. i didn't search for them with my heart. i looked to myself.. i looked to the people that i "loved" to find myself and to find happiness.. i knew God was going to smack me :) sooner or later. thank goodness he did..

i forgot how to say 'I love you Jesus'

i believe it's so much easier to talk about "loving" someone and saying that you love someone than to TELL the person you love them- and mean it with all your heart..


i felt like i needed worldly love.. i lost it and felt terrible-- but Jesus has filled that place-- but that's where he should have been from the beginning. i cannot fully love someone else until i love jesus with all i have! it's a time of growth but it will come!

i went to lifeway today to look for a "true love waits" ring and heard a song on their radio and got chills. i KNEW i had to find that CD.. it was selah's new CD.. got it and balled my eyes out the whole way home. listen to Deliver Us by Selah. it will knock your socks off. i promise! He continues to pour out his spirit-- even in the smallest situations.. and the most awkward. but it's supposed to be like that because He is EVERYWHERE.. and He is in EVERYTIHNG.

jesus is so good.. he takes my darkness and turns it into light. Psalm 18:28.

don't forget to tell Jesus you love him.. it will transform your heart- and it will continue to. for his love is unending.. it has no boundaries. DONT miss it..

love

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