it's for real.

if you know me, you know what happened a few days ago in my life! i ended a relationship that had been off and on for almost 4 years now. i've been thinking a lot about blogging about it, and i've finally decided to do it.

he was the answer to my prayers 3 and a half years ago and i knew that he was right for me then. that's the whole reason. that was then and this is now. here i am 18 years old, going to be 19 in 5 months and i'm finally beginning to find ME. the real me. the me that i am in God and no one else and it's time to focus on that. i loved this boy with all that i had mustered inside of me for the longest time and i still count it a blessing to this day. but things change, feelings change, and life moves on. it's a new beginning, it's for real this time, it's mutual and it's somewhat exciting to see what the Lord is going to do in not only my life, but in his as well. i'm thankful for the past, i'm thankful for the hurts and i'm thankful for this because i'm finding out who i am and i am ready to know what God has in store for me..God REALLY revealed himself to me through this and i love him more than i ever have because i have experienced his peace and his love more than ever before.

"God's power is very great for those who believe. That power is the same as the great strength God used to raise Christ from the dead." (Ephesians 1:19-20)

The same power that conquered the grave lives in me. Your love that rescued the earth lives in me, lives in me..

i serve a GREAT God!