these past ten months have been more than .... wow ... i can't even think of a word!
- i have started dating the man who i am going to spend the rest of my life with
- i have been to Taiwan for 4 weeks and seen God move in some pretty awesome ways
- i have been away from my family and friends longer than EVER
- i realized how much i am thankful for the things i have here in my life
- i have been more terrified on a plane than i ever hope to be ever again
- i have left things behind and am moving into new places with the Lord
- i am going to have a brother-in-law
- my family has started a new business
- i am now at a technical school where i am getting my Medical Assisting diploma
- i have fallen in love with my life and my Jesus more deeply than i ever have before
- i have become a keyboarding instructor, too :)
just a small little update
these days, i need more hours. i need more time to do all the things that i need to do. yet, my God is so faithful and things always seem to work out. i cannot believe where i have been and the things in which i am about to embark upon. God has new a fresh waters for me and my loved ones to tread upon and i am so ready for it.
one thing that has been so so heavy on my heart is the ultimate, intimate, unending, passionate, fatherly, love of God. i have never felt so warm.so close. so needed. so cherished. so loved. i think upon all the things that the Lord has done for me, and i cant begin to thank him enough. but, he does these things because he loves me. because i love him and i serve him. he is a God of relentless love. there is no greater feeling than the loving arms of my father. nothing else in the world matters.
therefore, every word, moment, choice, prayer, thought, action is all the Lords. it was and has been his in the first place. yet, i long for more. more wisdom... wisdom of the Lord. i cannot and will not do these things on my own. only He can work through me.
i hurt, i cry, i feel ashamed when i do not give myself daily to the One i love the most. if i don't give my days to Him, what am I here for?
no matter where i am, what i'm doing, what's on my mind. God is faithful. I walk in His favor, his mercy.. i can't and will not worry..
so here's to a new start on my blog. thoughts from my heart, my days, my mind and crazy self!
